Recently Nikki Bella has revealed about her former relationship with WWE legacy John Cena which she attributed with some deeprooted remorse while recollecting the period.
Was it really for a righteous fortune?
With the release of a treatise collaborated with her twin sister Brie Bella namely “Incomparable”, Nikki recapitulated the six-year romance speaking about her past issues with John as he ignominiously asserted about his predilection to continue without marriage and children. Later on, although the lovebirds got engaged, it, however, ended in an unprecedented split all for a better future.
When love necessarily asked for some compromises
The professional wrestler agonizingly admitted about her flaws, who turned out being passive to her impulse of having a family during her association with John.
Daily Mail has reported about her expression in the book who wrote, “Rather than turn and face that, I pushed it under the carpet and figured I could pretend like it wasn’t there. Because I was terrified of losing my love…”.
Later on, she added “I stopped giving voice to those needs, though. And while I wanted those things very badly I just wanted him more”. Indeed, that was really a miserable feeling to deal with, if you think down the timeline.
John turned out being unfit for the worthy role
As Nikki underwent an operation for a fissured disc in her neck, the duo’s betrothal took place the next year from then on. During the phase, John turned out to be a constant in her life who stayed back in the hospital throughout, as her biggest support and that made her feel “so needy”.
Rather the deed left her “terrified” while she turned out to be “dependent” on John. But now, she labels her experience as a lost “opportunity” to “identify and then talk about how underserving and unworthy” that was.
Additionally, Nikki has disclosed that her “primary” contrition has been her own disability to know herself better until patching with John. But then, the duo broke up after living together in San Diego.
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